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Hello there, I'm a 14-going-on-to-15-year-old-this-year female student who resides in super sunny Singapore.I study in xinmin sec with sme frens. I've like pink but I'm not a fan of Tofu. I lost my childishness a long time ago! And so, it goes on. Hahas! I hope to continue to write, but i have nthh more to add on. There's a height constraint for th blog, so byes! (: Hahas, thanks to Marcus who gave me the link codes, thanks. (: Shortcuts! |Yes We Can| Shine| Downloads| |
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Title:#47
Haha. ME? Hot property? Got the "power" to attract ppl?What crap. Eunice says: U attract the wrong ones, siwei. I think so. You think I wanted that to happen? You think Im snatching him from her? Me. Took away her chance. Asked me to give him to her, she deserve it more, she's kind, she's a goddess, cuter than me, prettier. Yea. I agree. Im a witch. Unkind, hated, evil, mean, selfish, ugly, stupid, has tricked everyone into thinking that way of me. You. Ha. Looking at my msn history then, I dunno why I even bothered listening to u, and getting myself all hurt. Well done. U are the first one to make me the way I felt. You're kidding. Why did u say that about me? U made me cry, made me sad, made me hurt. You dun noe me, u nv ever seen my face before. Just by pics from facebook, you think that way and act like u noe me for ages. Me? I got support, and i appreciated all of them, but still, i cant help but doubt myself. I have no idea a stranger who added me on msn could have such a hold on me. I guess I was unsure of myself. But its different now. I noe what I want. Even if I dun have the courage to do it, I still noe who I rlly am. I dun even noe why im even bringing that thing from so long ago up. Maybe bcos i need to distract myself with something terribly. I cant go on thinking this thing thats bugging me these few days. Talked to kailin and rebecca about it today, feeling much better now. But why is everyone doing this to me? I wanted so much to move on, but when i think i am finally so, i turned around and realize i've been walking in circles. Im not emo. Not sad. Not depressed. Okay. Maybe a little on the sad part. More accurately, was disappointed. Becca said i was deceiving myself on the way I think of that person. But then, think again, perhaps i was. So disappointed, tho I noe its my fault. But I cant help but feeling that way. Guessed I was too full of myself. I was nothing to that person. Absolutely nothing. Sad-ded. D': Comment! Tag here(: |