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Title:#84

Today was a tiring day, so tiring that I got a little moodswing for awhile :D

Im so sorry for just now:c

I cant sleep yesterday at 12, so I read my book "Vampire Academy", but then I seemed to lost track of time and read till very late. Dunno when tho.

Then today I paid attention in class, as usual :x

Then I ate frozen yoghurt. :D

Then comes CCA.

Great.

Huili said CCA is the most mind sapping things on earth. I agree.

Especially with so many problems now, its no wonder.

And kaleidoscope is just around the corner, there were alot of things to do.

Even if you're not on duty, you will get involved somehow.

But at least I survived today. Haha.

But Im not so sure of those around me.

Esp Jit. She looked so beat up and tired, she just...

"Thats how hard the president is." Thats what I thought.

She dun get to go back early. Like how im done by 6.45. But till 7.10pm I was still waiting for her in the comp lab.

And not only for this week. It almost every one.

But we're going to hold on!:D

Cos its just the beginning, and im sure it'll all get better.

It couldnt get any worse, right! o.o

I gotta do my Xmoogle!

Havent do ><

And chem hw!

And perhaps some physics revision, then I'll sleep at about 12.

This shall be my plan! (:

I hope it works.

It will. :p

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Title:#83

YOUTHIFIED SINGING COMPETITION POSTER HERE! :D

And some late tag replies bf I start my 2hour revision today.

...: =D
Siwei: Hellos:)
REGINA: hellos! link me at http://loveofthe-eternity.blogspot.com :D
Siwei: Linked! :D
Justin: I'll be waiting to receive your gemstone. =X
Siwei: Haha, given!
nicholas: tagged>< Siwei: Yo!
EUNICE: AC10 rocks ttm! Haha (: JIAYOUS KAYS. 我支持你! :D
Siwei: Thanks Eunice^^
zyngA: finally posted a EMO one...
Siwei: Hahaa ._.
zyngA: why so long no post?!
Siwei: Posted!
zhiyang: nooo.. height limit for your blog, bye ): haha anyway linked (:
Siwei: Thanks!
persona non grata: SIWEI O.O
Siwei: Hello o.o
wensoon: linked :D
Siwei: Thanks!
zenyee: excuse notes is copyrighted! lol
Siwei: Hahaa but I got credit you leh!
Henry: tag lol
Siwei: Hii..

Gahh! ><

I decided on what song to sing this sunday lerh! :D

HSM2 - I gotta go my own way.

Ahh, dun ask me why :x

But then I really dunno if i should continue.

I mean, zoey came my house ytd, becca come today, help me choose song.

Then its like I cant sing anything well.

So i was telling becca: should i just give up. If I continue and be an embarrassment, I MAY HAVE A TRAUMA! :x

The rest are so good that Im not really sure if im that confident at all.

But i was rlly thinking very seriously while bathing just now. ><

If all of my classmates and frens are coming, I dunno what i'll say.

First, no matter how many thank you i say is not enuf. :)

Wasting sundays to come IMM for some lame siwei singing badly?

Im not sure if its worth their time, but i rlly dun wan to disappoint them.

haha. Hmm. ._.

Lets talk about school these 2 days.

It was fab:D

I swore to myself I would study hard and be a better fren.

I know I was a horrible fren, but I will treat everyone better.

I promise.

I have been paying attention in class today! I dint feel like sleeping. ^^

Oh yea! And we had pop quiz for chem today. A shock ><

Eng lesson. Mr Huo.

Had this self intro thing today. So we are supp to say 2 truth and 1 lie abt ourselves, and he's supp to guess! Name not counted. (:

I said "Im seeeewei, Im tall, Im antisocial, and Im matured. :D"

And everyone said I broke the rules, I said 3 lies.

So i said I hate pink. Now thats a lie(:

Amanda gave me a gem today:D

Same color i wanted to give her.

I shall give those i haven given to tmr.

So far I gave Cherie, Eunice, Nick, Sam, Colin, Justin.

Still got Amanda and Enreka. And Jonathan. I mean, I have an extra gem and I suddenly rmbed him.

I dunno if its some kindof miracle.

The blue gem i threw down into the grass patch the other day, well.

No matter how long i search, i cant find it.

Shooting ppl found it! They returned me today, and I just gave to Justin during the first lesson:D

Im horrible, HAHA! ><

Lets not let him know about this.

I shall continue to study hard from now till EOY!

Olevels chinese oral nxt week, must work hard too!

And Shine rehearsals again:D

Gala Dinner. Rehearsal from next tues and thurs onwards. (:

And Mdm Liew wanted to see the few of us (last few positions in class) regarding our results and some plans we have? HMM!

I'll tell her I've been studying hard!

Tmr CCA, finally seeing my mates again.

I hope everything turns for the best and problems could be solved tmr.

Hopefully.

Im going to be very very optimistic from now on, okay?

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Title:#82

LOL I GOT INTO THE FINALS! :D

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Title:#81

おはよう！^_^

I went audition today. O:

I just wanted to say...

Its a failure! D:

Haha:x

I mean, after this i realize a very cruel fact ><

Malays can sing REAL WELL.

I respect them :)

This is a nice experience tho. Getting comments from proffesionals!

I started my hw! :D

All thanks to Vanessa.

It was another peaceful day which I decided to slack again afterall.

Then I receive an sms. (Okay, some parts are fictional. But you get the idea!)

van: "Siwei! I haven do my hw><"
siwei: "Haha. WHO DID! :x"
van: "Wan come my house do?"
siwei: "Hahaaa OKAY! :D"

So thats what happened.

So Im supp to take Bus 109 to her house.

Yea, I took.

And for some reason I arrived at serangoon interchange. D:

HAHA then I got lost and called her.

So I took 1+hr to reach her house!

================Please do not read this, thank you:D================

Im not... Particularly crazy nowadays.

I read my past blogs and posts.

And I feel sad. Its like my posts used to be so lame that I feel like slapping myself.

Its better than all the weird posts that says how I feel.

That are so ridiculously emotional.

I dun wan to be another blog liddat so I hope this will not happen again! :DDDD

Psps:x

================THE END, Thanks for not reading=================

Tmr will know the results for the audition.

I know they'll prob send some "Thanks for trying out" or smthin liddat, so Im prepared. -nods-

But i wont give up:)

ﾊﾞｲﾊﾞｲ!

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Title:#80

嗯，我敢说我已经尽力了。
我答应过你我会尽力。
你看到了么？
我做到了。现在她想要怎样，我不知道。
但是我会尊重她的决定。
谢谢你一直说你会支持我！:)

但是对不起，有一点可能我不能做到。
你说不管怎样一定一定要和好。
但是我好像也没有给你一个保证！:P
因为我对我自己也没有很大的信心。
但是，真的真的谢谢你。
没有你，我也不会按SEND MESSAGE! :D

你看到了么？

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Title:#79

I shall randomly crap:D

To eunice's blog! : Oh yes I love Nicholas' class. So interesting larh! ><

I've been facebooking so often recently:x

Then everyone talking bout AC, so I wan talk about it too! :)

But I dunno what to say. It's like...

Thank you thank you and more THANK YOU! O:

And Love you all love you all and more LOVE YOU ALL! ._.

But its astonishing how this camp pulls ppl together.

I remember the first gathering at Parade square!
I remember Changli marker!
I remember someone forgot his toothpaste and Nick ask us to speak to him lesser:x
I remember all facils gathering at night for supper!
I remember gettin sabo-ed by campers to do high elements!
I remember Nicholas acting like Pok!
I remember spamming pictures!
I remember IGECKO kissing scene!
I remember xishuashua!
I remember the campfire!
I remember IN THE ARMY CHEER! (and the edited versions)
I remember Facils performance! (Unfortunately)
I remember cleaning toilets!
I remember making all the thank you cards wet!
I remember listening to Fish's ghost story at 2+!
I remember the Bear's and Mr Chew's PT!
I remember laughing at the edited versions of all the cheers!
I remember going on the bus home!
I remember...

So many things to remember.

I cant write them all down lerh!

But its ok, cos I REMEMBER! ^^

AHHH I miss the camp!

-My fave part was supper, where you scold and nag campers to sleep then have a secret gathering to eat Instant noodles, Potato chips and sweet drinks-

Haha guilty! :x

AC10 fever not over! For me. xD

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Title:#78

Hahas, today rights, Mcdonald no fries. :D

Then replaced with harshbrown!

Upsize get 2 harshbrowns!

Went with Eunice, Nicholas, YingXuan.

Eunice said its epic.

Mcdonald no friess！

Met Choir people there. ><

AAR was not boring today, it was rather fun, hahaa.

At the end we were supposed to take gems and give it to people you want to thank alot during this journey.

Many people cried. I cried. )':

I gave/giving it to (in order):
x Cherie - for joining AC with me, for being my longgggg fren, for stepping into SLB AGM 2009. For being there when Im sad, I hope I'll be there when you are too. :)
x Eunice - For sleeping and bathing with me, for joining AC10 with me at that time. For being my chat mate and for being there for me and for being someone significant in my life.
x Nicholas - For being a fellow facil and an 02 who joined together with me and other 02s. Whom I couldn't have without in my life. Loyal fren~
x Samantha - For being the tree that showers all her children(facils) with care and concern, for letting me join AC10 and did not kick me out!
x Colin - Tho it was quite long ago, it was definitely important to me. Thanks for being such a great fren and skip Shine for AC at that time together!
x Enreka - Thanks for bathing and sleeping with me tooo! Thanks for waiting for me and dancing xishuashua with me!
x Justin - Thanks for being the one to ask me to join AC. And getting Samantha's number when I was late to reply to smb. Without him, I would not be in AC and I appreciated it. He liven up AC!
x Amanda - Bathed the most and slept with me the most (: Shared her turtle with me. I name it xiaogui!

I haven give to Enreka, Justin and Amanda. I dint get a chance to pass it to colin personally.

I threw Nicholas' gem down from3rd floor to 1st floor. Im so, so, sorry. ):

But I still gave him, hahas :x

AC10 changed my life. If I get the chance to do AC11 next year, I'll grab it without hesitation:D

Don't you think so?

AC10 video! :D by Colin. Shown to us today! ^^

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Title:#77

Oh. My. Gosh. ><

Still it's ok, it seems that still it is ok. It was love.
Even though I know I can`t go back, I want to be connected.
It`s the first time I felt this way.
You said We can meet each other occasionally.
Because verbal promises are a common thing
It`s still ok.

This wish of mine doesn't come true,
that you would fall in love with me again.
This fickle wish of mine.
I want to meet you again today.

Still it`s ok, it seemed that still it was ok. It was love.
Before I knew, you even refused to meet me.

I thought about how I was left alone,
Wouldn`t it be better if I forgot that time?
But these tears are the answer, aren't they?
You can't lie to your heart.

Remembering is almost frightening... Your smell, your gestures, everything.
Strange, isn't it?, I said laughing.
Even though we are apart, it`s all about you.

I didn't think that love was this painful; that love was this sad.
Truthfully , I only thought about you.

Remembering is almost frightening; Your smell, your gestures, everything.
Weird isn`t it, I said laughing.
Even though we are apart, it's all about you.

You are someone inside me that I can`t forget, someone I gave everything to.
Even though I can`t go back again,
Now is only you, only about you
Nothing but you.

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Title:#76

Now im serious.

The facebook. Chain

Be honest and post this on anyone's wall who made you smile somewhere, sometime in your life. It may surprise you, butcheck out how many comes back. Thanks a lot for making me smile ♥!

Haha. Basically, if you take a closer look, do you realize?

somewhere, sometime in your life.

even if its the past.

im still gripping on it.

and th feeling sucks.

I think... no im pretty sure, im a horrible fren.

This blog. No matter how dead it is, I will not delete it.

because it has memories.

This blogskin was changed in korea, at the internet bar.

The tagboard spamming of my frens.

So i decided. from right now, im going to be a better fren.

It may not succeed, but it dun hurt to try, does it?

Roll your eyes if you wan, if you think im hopeless.

All those promises, have you forgotten?

You think idiots believe in those promises, so Im going to be an idiot an cling onto them.

I'll give up only when u tell me to.

Once something breaks, no matter how much you try to put it back together, the cracks will still show.

Things will never be the same again. But I'm going to try piecing them up together.

No matter how much you push me away.

And who is that idiot who came up with it doesn't hurt to try?

Im telling you now that it hurts. But im still going to make an effort.

Im really really sorry.

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Title:#75

AHHHH!!! ):

Like 3/4 of the holidays gone! D:

I havent do homework, must start lerhh. ):

Went BeiJing! rocks:D

Went AC10! rocks:D

Went to watch A lister. Is it?

With jit and lili and xinjie. ROcKs!

Hahaaa. I realise bloggin is hard. O:

Random! Facebook starting thread on the

Be honest and post this on anyone's wall who made you smile somewhere, sometime in your life. It may surprise you, butcheck out how many comes back. Thanks a lot for making me smile ♥!

Hahaa. I copied this to everyone's profile till 4am yesterday. :D

Hmmm. And I started watching Akai Ito drama. O:

Looking forward to school reopen.

To see alot of people.

To see Jithui, Vanessa, Huili, Becca, Zoey, Cheriee, Shawn, Artrep, Wensoon, Zuyao, Tiff, ZhuJun, JiaHui, Zhiyi, Nicholas, Justin, daniel, Yuefeng, Fish, HueyChen, ChanChean, Blablabla 302 peeps. Etc. (:

To see Eunice, Camille, Kailin, Yijie, Marcus, Justin, Alison, Kaiting, Eugenia, blablabla 102/202 buds. Etc.

To see Edel, Kayying, Xiuwei, Jovin, Zhengda, Xinjie, Albert, Huiwen, Zenyee, Zai cheng, Kelvin, Clement, Larry, Arvin, Zhenyong, Hardi, blablabla Media frens. Etc.

To see Tsuiyan, Winglun, Colin, Meihui, HuiFeng, blablabla Seniorsss. Etc.

Ok. Im crapping. So nvmm. Counting down. School is going to be reopen soon.

Im waiting:D

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Title:#74

Going through so many things in my mind.

Looking back at so many things.

It's true, isn't it?

We always tend to realize how important it was, only after we lose it.

I'm cruel. But it hurts!

I hate this feeling. If I have known I would feel this at that time, I wouldn't have make that decision that would change everyone around me permanently.

I know it's impossible to turn back time but... There's a small part of me still hoping. ):

Will it happen to me again?

Haha. But I should stop this "deceiving myself" thing. Everything changed; everyone changed.

I'm not happy right now.

Once again, I'm sorry.

But I'm still hoping. Time will tell.

BUT OMGosh why is it so EMO! I'm sorry it wasnt my intention D:
DISCLAIMER! It's just a reflection! ):

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