Title:#40
I really dunno how.
So many ppl cried and smiled today.
That was one msg i cant reply.
Who am I to? If I gave assuring words, I look and feel so fake.
I dont even think that I understand it till I truly experienced it.
"Think Positive" was all I could say.
Yea, she's right. Her bf got A1. So?
I feel useless that I cant help.
Why? I owe so many ppl things, yet I cant repay them.
Repay all of them? Is it even possible?

I shouldnt rely on others so much.
I must not receive such treatment ever again, because I dont deserve it.

I mustn't.

"I need to get my emotions sorted out immediately. Fast. I can no longer afford to waste anymore time anymore. So stand up on your feet and stop sitting there, please."

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