Title:#67 Last post for you.
Scandalous.

Looking at you these few days got me thinking.
Again.
Was that idiot who adored you so much really really me?
Was that fool who respected you so much me?
Was I the one who believed in hoping but got kicked away me?

Zzzz.
Im crazy, I dun believe in me anymore.

I wanted you so much.
I cried because of what you said.
You probably wouldn't even be reading this, so why should I care?
I am really really angry. And pissed.

Do you deserve our respect?
I dun want to say it, but still.
You are weak. Just wanted other's sympathy.
Do you see how irritating you've become?

So you've got the sympathy you wanted.
Now what?

Where's the one who was standing and looking strong despite not feeling that way?
Supporting others instead of replying for support?
You think you are useless, but YOU ARE NOT.
People need you. Why can't you see that?
So stand up strong and face us. Face the world.
Because we need you. You can't fall. Not now.
Prove it to us. Prove it to ME.

I could smile and say hi when I saw you.
But now I cant, no matter how much I try.
See your face and got reminded of the awful past.
I just needed to turn and look away.

Now that this is over, I guess you won't even remember me.

You make me really really scared. I'm afraid of you.
Afraid that you will cast me aside and insult me deeply again.
But I know you won't anymore.
Because I'm insignificant, you don't even bother anymore, do you?

Nahh. It's okay(:
Cos you have no effect on me now either.
I've gotten over you.

This is the last time you'll be mentioned again. ^^

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