Looking back at so many things.

It's true, isn't it?

We always tend to realize how important it was, only after we lose it.

I'm cruel. But it hurts!

I hate this feeling. If I have known I would feel this at that time, I wouldn't have make that decision that would change everyone around me permanently.

I know it's impossible to turn back time but... There's a small part of me still hoping. ):

Will it happen to me again?

Haha. But I should stop this "deceiving myself" thing. Everything changed; everyone changed.

I'm not happy right now.

Once again, I'm sorry.

But I'm still hoping. Time will tell.